quasi random (kaolinfire) wrote,
quasi random
kaolinfire

I am frozen.

I exist, I'm sure of that, but... but I have nothing to show for it. I am failing. Actions are not happening. Nothing is happening. Man, this sounds drugged. :heh:

Seriously, though (folks?). It's been two or three days now of frozen (anticipation?). I think I'm waiting for the job/interview call which I was told to expect this week (but really could happen anytime in the next four based upon past experience). In the meantime? There are things I should be working on. There are things I *could* be working on. And I'm sitting here... frozen.

This should be a poem, but I'm just... not... there. Or anywhere.

I need to move on.

How???
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