Last night I was this tired and I went to sleep and slept many hours and it felt good.

Tonight, I am tired, but I have some sort of willpower ... I am in pain of various sorts, there are other things needing to be done, but I am coding... (if HTML-related stuff can be considered such. bits of java. much hibernate arcanum, much struts and tiles and validation business. this is such a weird way to think....)

eh. so. tired.

but I am awake and can stay awake and am making progress.

it would feel so nice to go to sleep.