just had the idea to play some music and turn on the light, and that's doing a bit of good for my mood. did laundry -- had JUST enough (to the quarter) to do it (including a couple quartrs I found on the floor... though as I type this I see another pile of change on the floor with more quarters in it. ah well -- I would probably have found them, I suppose. :)
An itch exists to play starcraft and forget about everything else. Or work on beating warcraft 3 on hard (haven't played it since ed was up, I think... something like that). but I have so much to read and learn. I'm really... overwhelmed with the things that I want to do. and none of them appeal immediately.
I want to write. not productive, but... maybe I can work on that. prepare a couple things off of my list and then write. (I keep telling myself... but I did do that painting, at least, as unspectacular as that may seem to you... I haven't created anything in so long...
tonight I should be... packing, cleaning, mailing stuff back to NFG, applying for work... and picking up a friend from BART. That last one will definitely happen. :)