October 3rd, 2001

2016, fenris + phoenix

a torrent...

I haven't felt purposeful lately. I feel... unproductive, worthless, unnoticed (except when I'm with Amy). My time not with her has been, at best, listless. [not entirely true, I've done some stuff, had some good times, but that's what it feels like] I haven't been in the cout, let alone on the ball. Maybe it's just that I'm once again overwhelmed.

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