I hate worrying about it, too.
I scare people a lot. Most of the time I don't care.
It's awfully hard to make friends, though. Especially close-ish ones.
Writing cryptically?
I suppose I am.
It has to do with scaring people, ish. I don't want to ... right now, at least. I need a rest. :) I think the world needs a rest every now and then.