low-level tired and stressed; don't want to go to work.
last night was really, really annoying.
was exceedingly drained and starving and got home and had to poison my house to stop the thick line of ants traipsing across the livingroom and swarming my cats' food (which was the last of the catfood I had). Then I walked to the store and carried medium bags of catfood home (in case the ants swarmed again, they'd probably only take out the open containers... maybe...).
nothing I wanted to get done done.
and having friends over for working and then movies later tonight. but unhappy with how much of a mess the house is (and the lines of dead ants... ugh)
plus I might be tearing down and rebuilding tentacle(.net) this weekend, which means carrying home an annoyingly heavy UPS.
ugh.
even if my bike _is_ finally fixed today, I don't think I could carry it. Though I may well fucking try. But I'm trying not to hold out hope that my bike will be ready, given it was originally supposed to be a week and a half ago; but that didn't take into account _waiting for parts_.
oy.
last night was really, really annoying.
was exceedingly drained and starving and got home and had to poison my house to stop the thick line of ants traipsing across the livingroom and swarming my cats' food (which was the last of the catfood I had). Then I walked to the store and carried medium bags of catfood home (in case the ants swarmed again, they'd probably only take out the open containers... maybe...).
nothing I wanted to get done done.
and having friends over for working and then movies later tonight. but unhappy with how much of a mess the house is (and the lines of dead ants... ugh)
plus I might be tearing down and rebuilding tentacle(.net) this weekend, which means carrying home an annoyingly heavy UPS.
ugh.
even if my bike _is_ finally fixed today, I don't think I could carry it. Though I may well fucking try. But I'm trying not to hold out hope that my bike will be ready, given it was originally supposed to be a week and a half ago; but that didn't take into account _waiting for parts_.
oy.
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Shar said you'd left NFG and I was sorry to hear that, though I have to admit I've thought about it myself as I felt my commitment there was keeping me from doing the things I wanted. Still do, but my current hiatus isn't related to that. Guess I'll have to make up my mind later as I really want to tackle an art project, but we'll see.
Just wanted to say good-bye and good luck with whatever you do.
Lesleigh
This leaving has been a slow simmering for about a year, year and a half, and a burning urge for about four months. I was trying to stay long enough for the switchover to happen, but found myself bitter enough that I was probably doing more harm than good.
Good luck to you as well. :)