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I'm ignoring the pending holidays as best as possible. Totally not ready for them. Hell, I wasn't ready for my birthday, and really, I'm still not, even with it over (need to send out thankyou cards. la.)

I've not managed to change the earth's orbit yet. In case you were wondering. I don't think I'm particularly trying to, but niyama asked, so. There it is. :)

Not really sure what's up with me right now. Tired, feel like I'm on the verge of tears for no reason whatsoever. Tired. Slept a lot this weekend. Tired.

I'm planning on painting, soon. Soon. As soon as it stops raining. or something. Having a minishow tonight. Pieces priced to sell, but they probably won't anyway. http://www.vivandamovie.com/

I *REALLY* want to write a game. (well, I have 8 or 9 spec'd out). So... I think that's the fire under my butt at the moment. That's happened several times and I've never gotten enough momentum going so I haven't done it yet. But maybe this time's the charm. If you're interested, my last attempt at a game is over under http://erif.org/code/gtris/ [[windows only]]

Alanna (from work) is hopefully going to hook me up with an active game developer for some shooting of the shit (where to start, where to start??). Questions include... what library should I use (probably openGL), but then what on top of that? What compiler (I'd like to get away with LCC. but... dunno). What do I do if I want maximum crossplatformness? Stuff like that. La la la.


Tired. Whiny. Foo.


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Dec. 9th, 2003 03:39 pm (UTC)
Here's kind of an odd question with you being so busy...but are you getting enough sunlight? When feeling "Tired. Whiny. Foo." and especially ucky its super important to get enough light! I'm sorry things feel pewy, it's always worse when stuff feels like that for "no reason"... *snug* Hang in there champ, you're still a hero.
Dec. 10th, 2003 09:58 am (UTC)
no sunlight. yeah. could have something to do with it. "nothing" seems to be everything, one day to the next, and then nothing, and then everything. wanting to cry; wanting crying to fix everything. la.
Dec. 10th, 2003 02:21 pm (UTC)
whelp...maybe you need to cry, sometimes a good pointless futile cry (complete with screaming and glass breaking) can cure what ails ya. It sounds as though you are under a tremendous amount of pressure...and that things that you used to so purely for fun/ release have become burdensome "shoulds" (just based on casual observation, you know). Maybe it would be helpful to examine some stuff and see where the joy-suckers are, and squash them for awhile you know?

Anyway, enough preachin. My thoughts are with you. If ever you need a stranger to vent to, I'm here. ;o)

Hung tough superman...
Dec. 13th, 2003 02:36 am (UTC)
Nanowrimo kept you busy for a while. It could be the lull after finishing that and not having anything to replace it.
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